confused?

confused yet clear....huh what stage am i in my life? need to work, do business,servant(!), house wife,human,sister,daughter . trying to figure out am i happy ,strong and good to all who loves me truely? may be i m or i m not. but as a women i always feel after marriage my individuality has gone somehow, the way i used to move with people i love and people loves me. may be men are not changing their way of living always. but as a women i feel proud but always been hurt coz am a women, which makes me so depressed and frustrated in my life. i m really confused am i happy in my life? am i living the way i want to live? am i getting a real freedom? am i getting a real love which feels for me which doesnt hurt me... in my life?am i able to do what i want?am i able to decide whom to be part of my life cycle?  huh i m confused.......frustrated but i m not that happy as other women who are also confused like me. Feel like coming out of my life and do the things that make me happy and not thinking and getting permission for and from others. god give me the happiest life for me......and the women who needs it........

money matters?

huh money-it really makes the people? nowadays nobody is respecting the real human with real feelings,talent,love-why always money plays the important role in eveerything?that too when some people start saying -tobe frank overtalking about their status,money-wealth i really feel so irritated. when my husband talks about money i feel like huh i cant say that.one of my friend i saw her after 17years.i know how she was when we were small and now she is very rich after marriage,even their mom also grown rich. but they always proudly talk about their richness previousely they dont talk like this. does money changes the people?money rules the world now a days. if u want to marry, see a wealthy person and marry, if u need a work give bribe, if u want more friends give a money, if you want love(acting love) do moneyfull favours even to some parents,some relatives,some friends. money creates all ,crime,selfishness,cunningness,hurtings.huh i m tired of money.
everybody need money tolive even me, but dont use it for judjing and override yourlife. it will make you feel that u have everything but truely u r not. so beware of money and let u rule money and not money ruling you!!!stop prouding about money!!!have a real world around you!!thank god for giving me true friends and people around me!!!!

fashion and women

hi,
I am Aru. I strongly beleive fashion indirectly spoils many women's life. you know how?

fashion changes everything. but basic culture shouldnot change. but many people are thinking that fashion is everything and through that they can achieve popularity. But the fact they forget is what type of fashion they are following. There are so many women who try to expose themselves thinking that they wear a fashionable ones. fashion should be fashionable in a way that it should not expose the body. i always feel the concept of fashion (creating a change) is not followed by many people. i am not blaming designers coz i myself is a designer. but people (customers) should know what to wear and what not to. fashion should show the beauty but not exposed beauty. i feel these type of exposed fashion is also one of the main reason for women related crimes. so each country should follow some strict dress code. there is nothing to worry about the freedom, coz freedom is not mainly depending on dressing.